i don't know why, every once in a while i just get depressed. i'm not the kind of person who wants to see people sad, so i do cheer them up. but i kind of just make myself sad knowing that i'm lonely. i've got the personality where i don't, or can't talk about my feelings because i don't want people to worry about me. i'm a joker type.
i hope i'll be able to remember what else i want to say, maybe if i tried venting like this i'might' feel better. but it's always easier saying things when people don't know who you are. it's just some sort of security and make you feel safe or something.....











